Bzochi writes about stupid resolutions. She writes she had a few stupid resolutions, she broke them and what followed? She doesn't care! She rather enjoys it.
And I agree with her whole-heartedly. Before I had plenty of stupid resolutions and rules I followed (well, I still have some, but much less than I used to have). What was it good for? People thought about me as trustworthy and serious. But what was it for, when I had no friends? Other than that, it brought me nothing more than depression and stress.
But when I broke some of these inner rules? Chaos and confusion overflowed my mind. But it wasn't all. There was also freedom and some weird kind of satisfaction... And it stays so.
I feel much more chaotic, but free and satisfied as well.
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