My mind

My mind - sometimes bright, ideas coming out of nothing and solutions springing, just to be caught. That's the better part. I see it sometimes when I have to understand, be it some science or philosophy or mathematics topic. Sometimes even when communicating with people, I suddenly feel the right way.
But most of time - everything dimmed. The world - hostile and dark, without possibility to be ever comprehended. Yet I try. And I am rewarded by the rare feelings of understanding, of being connected to the nature of the matter, seeing into everything.
But mostly - just nothingness...