Just ask :-)

Surprising, how much information one can get, just by posing the right question. It even needn't be the right question - just a question. A lot of work with getting to know is saved...
Yet still, when you seek for the answers yourself, you are finding the reality just gradually and you can get "used to it".
When you ask, the answer may come. And it may be unbearable. You may feel urge to just avoid it, to dismiss it as irrelevant - but it seldom helps, that just makes things worse.
And another question lies ahead - what to do next? I know no answers - yet I may be proficient in many ways in posing questions. Even to myself.
Look ahead, return is not possible.